Wrapping Up a Year of Sweet Dreams

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Twenty twenty-four was a whirlwind. Writing-wise, I devoted the entire year to my cozy mystery series, publishing the first Sweet Dreams Mysteries book in July and the second in October. The third, which I’d hoped to publish in December, is now slated for release next winter.

The behind the scenes of publishing is probably not very interesting to most people, but to sum up I worked almost daily from the first of January until the first of October, editing extensively, writing back-cover copy, commissioning book covers and swag like bookmarks, preparing files, poring over proofs, participating in blog tours and interviews, running Goodreads giveaways and Amazon promotions, and making progress with a combined draft/edit of book three. 

It was fun! It was exhilarating! And when I took a week off to celebrate the publication of book two over Fall Break, I realized it had also been draining. I couldn’t seem to find my way back to edits on book three. So instead, I spent some time reflecting. 

In hindsight, my idea to spend one year immersed in one project was bound to lead to burnout. Reviewing what I’d accomplished in 2024, I realized that I hadn’t written anything new. I’d added several thousand words to multiple manuscripts, but all of the stories already existed. None of my writing from 2024 included new characters, conflicts, or settings.

I’m not creating, I thought.

No wonder I felt empty. 

Once I’d figured out the problem, I asked my friend Carrie to give me a one-word prompt, and I wrote a story from scratch. Just a quick piece of flash fiction, the first short fiction I’d written since 2021. It was invigorating; I was completely swept up in the excitement of imagining a new story from beginning to end. Immediately after drafting the piece I wanted to write another one. I thought, I missed this

Twenty twenty-five is a landmark year for me; it’s the year I turn fifty. And if I’ve learned anything, it’s that we never stop learning. The mistake I’d made in setting 2024 goals was thinking that adding new words to existing manuscripts would fulfill my need to create. It doesn’t. I adore Sweet Dreams—the little town of Pinewood, the ice cream parlour, Genevieve and Brandon and Butterscotch. But I need space to imagine whole new stories. So for 2025 I’m restoring balance. I’m giving myself time to edit, publish, market, and write. And time to just dream.

Happy New Year, everyone!

Why the World Needs a YA Cozy Mystery Series

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When I first dreamed up the Sweet Dreams series, I was so excited to have discovered a truly unique idea. YA cozy mysteries! Brilliant! I knew it would be a hard sell doing it the way I wanted, namely, keeping the books short like the young adult mass market paperbacks I grew up with. In an attempt to persuade a potential agent that I’d been in touch with over the years, and who’d shown consistent interest in my work, I typed up this little sales pitch to go along with my query:

Why the World Needs a YA Cozy Mystery Series

Since the Harry Potter series debuted in the late nineties, books for children have mushroomed in size and grown increasingly dark. These are positive developments that have ushered in books both challenging and validating to teens. Additionally, issues like mental health, drugs, sex, violence, suicide, and parental abuse and neglect are incredibly important and should continue to be explored in depth and with unflinching honesty. Yet teens also deserve lighter fare that offers a short and sweet escape… with no romance required. A cozy mystery series featuring teen sleuths would perfectly fill this void.

In keeping with the norms of the cozy mystery genre, my series Sweet Dreams will have no sex, drugs, abuse, profanity, gratuitous violence or gore. What’s more, it will feature no romantic subplots for the main character, no guns, and no dead/neglectful/abusive parents. So where’s the fun? Not to worry—there will be plenty of MURDER. But the victims will not be teens, nor will the perps. Only adults will suffer in Sweet Dreams, but the suffering will be (mostly) off stage, and anyway, the bad guys will always get caught in the end. It’s a world where our teenage hero (along with her adorable dog) always saves the day and justice is always served, and in 45,000 words or less. What’s not to love? 

In the eighties and nineties we had Sweet Valley High and The Baby-Sitters Club—books you could read in a day, books that didn’t make you work too hard, guilty pleasures you read over and over and loved with all your heart despite of (or because of) their over-the-top and formulaic plots. There are plenty of series like these for middle grade readers, but teenagers looking for a quick, sweet escape have a harder time, and usually the shorter stories available to them are centered on romance. A YA cozy mystery series would appeal to the teen demographic and could very well cross over to loyal cozy mystery readers everywhere who are dying for something different.

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Alas, the agent politely declined. Several other agents showed interest in the first Sweet Dreams entry, Murder by Milkshakerequesting partials and fulls, but two main issues became sticking points: one was the low word count (45k; current industry standard is 55k minimum), and two was the fact it was written in third person (YA is usually in first person). I wasn’t willing to budge on either issue, and believing whole-heartedly in what I’d written above, I decided to release the Sweet Dreams series myself. It’s been an absolute delight.

Click here to purchase Murder by Milkshake (Sweet Dreams #1).

Click here to preorder Pralines and Creamed (Sweet Dreams #2).

Sweet Surprise: Happy Book Birthday to My Debut Cozy Mystery!

Today I am THRILLED to announce the publication of my debut cozy mystery, Murder by MilkshakeIf the title seems familiar, that’s because I first published it in installments years ago on Amazon’s serialized story platform, Kindle Vella. Murder by Milkshake did well on Vella—in seven weeks it earned more than my traditionally published book earned in seven years—but I always imagined it as a mass market paperback (and ebook, of course!). Today, that dream comes true.

The idea for the Sweet Dreams series goes back to the winter of 2019. Back then I was reading a lot of cozy mysteries, and also a lot of young adult fiction. It occured to me these two categories could be combined. Most YA at the time was pretty dark; the only lighthearted options tended to be romance. There were dark academia mysteries, and plenty of thrillers and horror, but nothing like a Scooby-Doo type mystery—something short and sweet, a little silly, and a lot of fun.

I started scribbling down ideas for a series that would feature a sprightly teenage heroine, her bookish best friend, and their charming small mountain town in northern Arizona. The teenage characters would solve crimes when not at school or working at their parents’ respective downtown shops.

The boy’s shop, I knew, would be a bookstore with a cafe, but I wasn’t sure about my main character. She was spirited, cheerful, energetic, and definitely not bookish. I considered a 50s-style diner, or a quirky antique store. And then, later that year, my daughter got her first job—at Baskin Robbins. She looked so cute in her pink uniform hat, and she always came home smelling like ice cream and waffle cones. So I gave my main character an ice cream shop, and I called it Sweet Dreams. 

Like I’ve said before, I have never had as much fun writing a book as this one. Obviously it is very different from my usual work, which is literary in nature and melancholy in tone. Cozy mysteries in contrast are bubbly, plot-driven, humorous, and fun. It’s been a blast switching gears and writing commercial fiction, and I hope you enjoy reading this book as much as I’ve enjoyed writing it. If you do, you’re in luck, because the next entry in the Sweet Dreams series comes out in October!

Get your copy of Murder by Milkshake here.

Read My New Essay in Five Minute Lit

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My children are much older now than when I started writing motherhood essays, but the milestones continue. Here’s my latest for Five Minute Lit, on navigating the spaces left behind when a child leaves home.

Also, congratulations to Allie, who won the Reader Review giveaway hosted by Women on Writing this month! Nearly 1,000 readers entered to win a signed copy of What Was Never There. I honestly wasn’t expecting such a great response to a collection of literary short stories and am very thankful.

And finally, I have an exciting bookish update posting here in a week or two, so keep an eye out…

Read the Reviews for What Was Never There, and Enter the Giveaway!

The reviews are in, and I couldn’t be happier at the reader response to What Was Never There! I am so appreciative of each and every reviewer who took the time to read this collection and generously write about it.

Check out the highlights on Women on Writing, and while you’re at it, be sure to enter the giveaway for a print copy of the book.

For those of you who prefer ebooks, you can grab a free copy on Kindle now through Sunday.

As always, it’s been a pleasure working with the ladies over at Women on Writing, especially my long-time tour manager and all-around wonderful human, Crystal Casavant-Otto. We’re joining forces again in September for a full tour of my debut cozy mystery, so stay tuned!

In the meantime, thanks again for helping me celebrate the release of What Was Never There. Many of these stories have been with me a long time, and it’s meant a lot to me to be able to share them with you.

The Fourth Wall—Ten Years Later

This month marks the ten-year anniversary of The Fourth Wall. In honor of the occasion, I reread my debut novel for the first time since 2018. It was an illuminating experience—so much time had passed, it felt like I was reading someone else’s book. Like when you read old diary entries and remember the person who wrote them, but only from a great distance. 

From that distance, I am grateful to find that The Fourth Wall remains a book I am proud to have written. I’m indebted to WiDo Publishing for doing an outstanding job, not only with edits, but with aesthetics. Although the cover has always been gorgeous to me, now that I know a thing or two about book formatting (and all the ways it can go wrong), I am equally impressed with the book’s beautiful interior design. It was a pleasure to read.

I remember the anxieties and doubts I felt when The Fourth Wall was published. It didn’t matter that I had a traditional book contract, it didn’t matter that it had good reviews. Or maybe it did matter, just not enough. I was full of insecurities and somehow more embarrassed than proud of my achievement. Out of a sense of obligation to my publisher I did the necessary things, like media interviews and a traditional bookstore launch, but I didn’t enjoy them as much as I should have.

Yet when I look back at my younger self, it’s with fondness and understanding. I was still in my thirties then, still modest to a fault, still under the thumb of imposter syndrome before I knew what that was. Somewhere in my forties I figured things out and learned to work through the worst of my self-sabatoging tendencies.

If The Fourth Wall were published today, would my efforts to promote it look different? Definitely. Would I change the past if I could? No. I love where I’m at now. I love the restless, winding path that brought me here and the books I’ve written along the way. 

And I’m glad it all started with this one.

Changing Hands Bookstore, Tempe, June 2014

Tucson Festival of Books, March 2015

Launch Interview for What Was Never There!

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I’m over at The Muffin today, where my long-time tour manager, Crystal Casavant-Otto, is kicking off the reviews tour for my short story collection, What Was Never There

You can sign up for the Reader Review event and receive a print copy, plus the chance to win a $25 Amazon gift card, or you can just enjoy the interview!

As always, thanks for reading.

New Book Out in December!

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Every year when the nights grow longer and September arrives, it feels like a new beginning. There are stories calling to me and I long to write them, but first it’s time to close the chapter on one of my oldest and dearest projects.

When I began writing my second book in the spring of 2015, it was meant to be a novel. Several hundred words in, I realized the story I was working on was a novella at best, but I had ideas for more short pieces that would complement it nicely. So I decided to write a book of short stories instead of a novel, not knowing at the time that collections are notoriously difficult to sell.

If I’d known, would it have changed things? 

Maybe. I’m glad then, that I did not know. 

What Was Never There will be released December 21 in print and ebook on Amazon. Here is the book description and the beautiful cover created by Deranged Doctor Design: 

A mother and daughter lost in the woods must overcome their worst fears to find their way back. A father going through a divorce witnesses a seemingly impossible motorcycle accident, which forces him to question the truth of his own perceptions. A little boy with a terrible secret routinely steals away at night to meet a girl beneath a willow tree—only to discover she has a secret of her own.

What Was Never There is a collection of short stories with the common theme of memory, or rather, the way memory haunts us.

Includes Pushcart Prize nominated stories “We Never Get to Talk Anymore” and “The Dinosaur Graveyard” and the award-winning “Windows,” selected for Best Microfiction 2023.

Pre-order on Kindle here (the print edition will be available for pre-order in October!).

Ten Years of Blogging

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This will be the last anniversary post for a while—I promise—but I couldn’t not shout out about the fact that this month marks my 10th year of blogging!

Having my very own corner of the internet to share my work, writing tips, and personal journey has been a joy. Other online spaces for me have come and gone: Facebook, Instagram, and probably soon the site formerly known as Twitter, but this space remains—a quiet place where I can be me and share things with you, a place you’re always invited to and where you’re free to comment safely, something always appreciated but never expected. Here there are no anxieties about numbers, no one shouting at each other, no ads.

I love it here. I hope you do too. And I hope, so much, that personal blogging becomes a thing again and that you’ll invite me into your little corner of the online world. I’ll probably be quiet.

But I’ll be listening.

In writerly news, my new micro, “Wrapping Paper,” was published this week in 5 Minute Lit. It’s a piece about Christmas, growing up, gifts, and motherhood, all wrapped up in 100 words. As always, thank you for reading.

Available Now! Read The House on Linden Way

Today I am thrilled to announce the release of my novel The House on Linden Way! I’ve been talking about this book for so long I almost can’t believe it’s finally time to share it with you. 

Unless you’re brand new to this blog, you already know the history—Linden Way started five years ago as a short story, grew into a much longer one, but was never quite long enough for traditional publishing. I tried stretching it to reach the industry standard length for adult fiction (60k words minimum), but it always felt wrong, like I was trying to force the story to be something it was not. 

I pushed it to 50k words and started querying anyway, and I actually had a pretty good response. Of the 58 agents I sent it to, five requested the full manuscript, and three of them kept Linden Way under consideration for over a year. Several others sent personalized rejections with encouraging notes. Yet this all happened over the span of two and half years, and at some point I had to re-evaluate my goals for this particular project

Did I want to keep pursuing a publishing path that had so few options for novellas? Because after all that time, I still knew one thing for sure—I did not want to turn Linden Way into something that it wasn’t. 

I also started re-evaluating my overall goals as a writer. What were my reasons for seeking a traditional book deal in the first place? Did I care about advances, bookstore placement, and status? I realized I did not, that mostly I just wanted to write the best story I could, put it out in the world, and move on to the next one. 

Once I knew what I wanted and felt certain Linden Way did not have a place in traditional publishing, I pulled the manuscript from consideration, stripped it back down to its original 46k-word length (man, that felt good), and took the leap into self-publishing. As of today you can purchase it in ebook or print or read it on Kindle Unlimited. 

To help celebrate the release, I’ve teamed up with the fabulous Women on Writing, who hosted my blog tour for The Fourth Wall in 2014. The tour for my new otherworldly ghost story launches in September—just in time for spooky season. I am so excited! I’ll be offering tips on how to get unstuck when writing a novel, talking more about my process writing The House on Linden Way, sharing my experiences with both traditional and indie publishing, and much more! 

And speaking of Women on Writing, I’m over there today with a little writing advice about how to keep things simple so you don’t get lost in the details. 

Enjoy, and as always, thanks for your support!

The House on Linden Way is available in print and ebook here. 

You can add it to Goodreads here.