The Little Things

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Last Saturday at the coffee shop I was craving something sweet, so instead of my usual black coffee I splurged on a soy latte with sugar-free syrup. “Any flavor, your pick,” I said. The barista nodded. I’ve been a regular for seven years, and in all that time this guy’s never smiled or said one more word than absolutely necessary.

When my drink was ready, I settled in at my favorite table, spread out my current manuscript, took a sip of coffee, and about fell out of my chair. The barista was crossing the shop and I jumped up and flagged him down. “Hey!” I said. “What did you put in my drink?”

He stopped and looked at me tonelessly. “Sugar-free dark chocolate and salted caramel.”

“That is the best cup of coffee I’ve ever had.”

He smiled.

It’s that time of year when gratitude is emphasized, when we’re all encouraged to pause a moment and reflect on the good things, big and small. In addition to the perfect cup of coffee, here are some of the little things I’ve been grateful for of late.

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This review of Murder by Milkshake from Marshmallow the book bunny

I appreciated every review of my debut YA cozy mystery on the Murder by Milkshake blog tour, but this one was something special. It’s not every day your book gets critiqued by a super cute, fluffy white rabbit who happens to love literature. Check out the Book Bunnies website for thoughtful reviews and adorable photos from well-read bunnies Marshmallow, Caramel, and Sprinkles.

Morning writing time

Now that I’m in my second year of teaching middle school, I find I don’t have to go in an hour early anymore to prepare. I’m instead using that time to write, several mornings a week, before I head out for work. That slice of morning time is a treasure to me—it’s usually only a half hour, maybe forty-five minutes, but the house is calm and quiet, my mind unburdened by the demands of the day, and it often feels I accomplish more than I could in an entire evening.

Pencils

Every freshly sharpened pencil is a new beginning. I always draft in pencil—I love the feel of the lead scratching across paper, giving voice to my otherwise silent words with that satisfying and somehow authoritative sound. There have been many alluring lines uttered in romantic comedies tailor-made for the bookish heart, but “I would send you a bouquet of newly sharpened pencils” is the one that still warms me all the way to my toes.

Comfort Reads

I wouldn’t be much of a writer if I weren’t first and foremost a reader. And although I enjoy discovering new authors and staying up-to-date on the latest fiction releases, there’s just nothing like curling up with a book I’ve already fallen in love with. My current comfort read is The Lord of the Rings, and I’m probably not too far away from a Harry Potter reread as well. It’s almost winter, after all.

Candles, Cozies, and Lemon Chess Pie: Things I’m Grateful for This Autumn

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Gratitude is something I strive to practice daily, but in the spirit of November I thought I’d make a list of things I am especially grateful for this autumn.

Family

Of course, family comes first. In a year that’s seen my daughter move out and my son begin driving himself to school, I’m more aware than ever of the invaluable moments that make up a mother’s life, and I cherish every one.

Writing

There’s less time for writing than there used to be, but that just makes me appreciate it more. I’m grateful for the stories that still whisper their secrets to me and for the memories that wait patiently until I find the right words.

Friendship

My critique partner Carrie has been there for me for over a decade. We hold each other accountable in weekly emails, exchanging stories and sharing our struggles and triumphs, and I am so grateful to have her in my life.

Teaching

For many years I was a practicing nurse, and although I was good at my job, I never loved it. Now that I’m teaching, I’m amazed that I ever did anything else. Whether preschool or middle school, education is where I belong.

Candles

It’s important to appreciate the little things in life, and little gives me more simple pleasure than holiday-themed candles. This autumn I’ve been indulging in the warm scents of Pumpkin Carving and Movie Night Cocoa.

Lemon Chess Pie

I quit sugar four years ago, but I still love baking sweet treats for my family. Lemon chess pie has become an autumn staple; it’s not officially Thanksgiving until our home is filled with the sweet smells of buttery pie crust and freshly grated lemon zest.

Hogwarts Legacy

Going back to simple pleasures, after spending a day managing 11- and 12-year olds, there’s nothing like cheerfully casting Crucio on an armored mountain troll. I bought a PS5 solely for the privilege of playing this game, and it’s been worth every penny.

Cozy Mysteries

My go-to guilty pleasure, cozies are short and sweet and laugh-out-loud funny. The latest in my favorite series came out in October, but I saved it for Thanksgiving Break so I could relax and read in long stretches on my sunny porch.

Right about now, that sounds like a good idea.

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!

How to Fall in Love with Writing All Over Again

It happens—sometimes you just lose your love for writing. Like all relationships, there are exhilarating highs and plunging lows.

Maybe you’ve bravely faced off a monthslong slew of rejections but the last one finally broke you.

Maybe you can’t seem to create momentum—you start and then stop, start and then stop, and then wonder if you should just stop altogether.

Maybe you’re focusing on numbers instead of words: the number of views on your website; the number of comments on your essay; the number of ratings on your Goodreads page.

Whatever the source of your change of heart, here are some ways to rekindle the flame and fall back in love with writing.

Embrace writing as a hobby

Most advice suggests treating writing like a job, as if calling it a hobby diminishes the seriousness of your craft. But weighing down your writing with ‘have to’ language can feel negative. Work is something you have to do that’s often associated with drudgery; hobbies are things you choose to do that are associated with fulfillment.

Using ‘have to’ language can also inflate the importance of your writing so much it becomes paralyzing. For example, ditch the phrase ‘I have to write because writing is like breathing.’ Ditch the idea that being a writer is your whole identity. No wonder your muse is afraid to show up; who needs that kind of pressure?!

Instead of claiming that you have no choice, embrace how empowering it is to choose writing.

Make a schedule and show up

Treat your writing as a hobby but make it a habit. Create a schedule and then show up. It doesn’t have to be every day; in fact, maybe it shouldn’t. I’ve found my own personal sweet spot when drafting is four days a week. On the fifth day I’ll type up a summary of what I wrote and spend a few hours planning the week ahead.

Taking a short break gives your creative mind space to breathe, process, and most importantly, build anticipation. You’ll soon find you cannot wait for that next drafting day, and you won’t be as tempted to skip days because you only get four of them—plenty of time to move your story forward but not enough time to burn out.

Keep your writing sessions short (an hour or two), keep them consistent, and stick with your schedule.

Start early

The moment you start consuming, your creativity becomes compromised. It is crucial to begin the day with your own writing.

This does not mean you have to roll out of bed and immediately grab a pen and notebook. I get up, make my coffee, go for a thirty minute walk, shower, eat breakfast, and then I write. What I don’t do is check email, listen to anything (including music), turn on a TV, or read someone else’s words. No news articles, no inspirational writing blogs, no books. No one’s words get to come before mine.

To accomplish this, you have to resist checking your phone in the morning. It may be hard at first, but it’s worth it. Years ago I set my iPhone to downtime from 8:30 p.m. to 8:30 a.m. Everything is blocked save for actual phone calls, text messages, alarms, and the weather app (I have to know how to dress for my walks!).

Save that perfect, clear-headed, optimistic morning mind for your art; don’t let any clutter in. Start each day this way. Create before you consume.

Practice gratitude

It really is the little things that make the biggest difference, so celebrate them. Take a moment at the end of the day to recognize one good thing.

Some recent examples for me are: picking lemons off the tree in the late morning sunshine; chocolate peppermint tea; making coffee cake with Gabe. None of these have much to do directly with writing, yet acknowledging them helps promote mindfulness and observation—important skills for writers.

Committing moments to the page that may otherwise be lost reinforces daily the benefits of writing things down. The trick is you only get to pick one per day. This not only makes it easier to keep up the habit, but it sharpens another critical writing skill that we don’t talk about nearly enough—the art of brevity.

Be yourself

Writers talk a lot about finding their voice, as if it’s an elusive piece of magic waiting to be discovered. But it’s just you. You already have a voice, and although you may not be able to hear it, others will. Trust that it’s there and stop looking for it, or you’re likely to sound self-conscious and inauthentic.

You know how your truest self appears when you’re not focused on how you’re acting, like when you’re with your best friend or your kids? But around others sometimes you focus so hard on how to act you start acting … awkward? It’s the same with your voice, even when writing fiction.

Think of your favorite novelists—for me Simone St. James and Tana French come to mind. Their books are filled with distinctive characters, yet I always know I’m reading a Tana French or Simone St. James book because every page is stamped with the writer’s unique voice. Your pages will be too. Just be you.

Creative self-expression is the sweetest gift. Treat your gift like the treasure it is, and you’ll find yourself falling in love all over again.